The Lord remembers your gift and calling, deposits of His Spirit made into your soul. He does not change His mind about those but watches over them faithfully.
Guard the vision He gave you. It is a treasure. A much-needed indispensable part! Facilitating the vision of others is noble but don’t forget the Lord’s word to you. It takes less effort and is less costly to do someone else’s vision, though maybe at the expense of your own. Do your best to avoid that.
Be sure to complete the Lord’s word…to you. Don’t put it off. Remember first of all it is required that a steward be found faithful. Avoid religion’s pull to define you. Focus again. Remain clear. Stay with the words He spoke to you.